no longer a true “housewife”
school has started again, and i cant believe i had forgotten how much i really love cosmetology. nails is perhaps my favorite subject. i have a lot to learn but feel like acrylics are going to be my natural niche.
i have realized i don’t really like the city, mostly because it is a pretty lonely place and i really miss my friends and home in olympia. thankfully this is just a two year situation.
these are my early days…while i was still commuting from olympia.
now i live here in the city and i know there will be pictures to chronicle my learning and i will be so happy with the end results.
i’ll start with the sucky parts, because all people like to hear the good news last…
i have no friends near by
i hear sirens all the time
we travel to do laundry
i miss so many people
people bitch all the time at school
most of the complainers are huge slackers
i STILL cant find a job
i miss stephanie so so so much
blah blah blah
THE GOOD NEWS
i have less than a year to graduation
i am on the fast track to stage cutting
i love my new brown hair
stephanie and i will come out of this stronger and closer than ever before
i will have a career that fits me and makes me happy
i have a roof over my head and food in my belly
my heart beats every day
i have wonderful friends, including lois, sara, jennifer, diana, leslie, my mother, jeanette and so many more
i long for the old days a little less each day
i realize the love of my so called savior a little more each day
my box has a wider square footage day by day
i learn something new every time i blink
our apartment is now livable during the sleeping hours
the sirens dont bother me anymore
i remember often that soon enough i will have my washer and dryer back…i will survive
the days seem to be getting used to me
this list is growing longer and longer the more i think
my mom is my best friend…along with others
lois hears me…even when i am sure she doesnt want to because i am not who she expected or wanted me to be
someone’s computer works so i can write this blog
this list will continue to grow because i breathe and know that the future will continue to get better because i believe
